Monday, August 24, 2009
had school today . hais . the feeling of being ignored is so terrible . i dont like this a tiny bit , not at all . i cant believe you can actually ignore me for the whole of today . im beginning to feel that we're drifting apart . why baby ? i made the first move by talking to you nicely and you talked to me as if im your enemy . when im not being attitude , you just ignored me . do you know how terrible this feeling is ? when i was just trying to pull you away , you asked me not to pull you . i just dont want you to get into trouble , thats all . even when i talked to you , you dont wanna answer me . you can even laugh and enjoy yourself being so happy without even realising what was i feeling . throughout geography lesson , i felt like crying . i dont wanna cry in front of anybody so i held back my tears . i thought you would talked to me in the end . but , even till class ended you didnt even talked to me . you just went on your own . when i walked away , you didnt even bother to ask where was i going or anything . hais , birthday's coming and we're in cold war . i wonder if i'll have a lonely birthday this year ...
i guess i have to take panadol with alcohol again to put myself to slp again bah .
till now , not even a msg or a call frm you . i miss those times when we were happy together , hais . baby ily , do you ...?
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