Sunday, August 23, 2009
fucking mad . you said you always give in to me and all and u think im giving u attitude ? fine , dont fucking talk to me then . youre not any better than me . u said i never thought about you ? what about u ?
you fucking selfish asshole . always asking me to go over and find u . asking u come tamp is like asking u to go to hell . u said u wanna be with ur friends . what about me ? i dont have friends ? always asking me go amk and find u . u have friends so do i . i dont have to spend time with my friends ? hahs . and talking to u is just like talking to the wall . i dont even know when do you understand what im saying and when you dont . think about what u do 1st before telling me i give u attitude . did i say anything when u talk to others in class and leaving me alone ? no i didnt . did i say anything during brk time when we all went to smoke and you went over to talk to liyi , maverick and liyi's friend ? no i didnt . did i say anything when i had to go back tamp alone ? walking all alone to the mrt station ? no , i fucking kept quiet . why am i giving u attitude ? because u fucking dont show me that u care . like i told u before the other time , sometimes i feel that u act like we're just friends . you said u'll come tamp once every week to go to sch together . i told u u'll only do this for a few weeks . in the beginning u even wanted to come tamp and go to sch together everyday . hahs . ppl say dont judge a book by its cover , i'll say dont rate how good a book is until u reach the ending because , u'll never know what the whole book is truely about . when i asked u on friday if u wanna go out , you said no , u told me u wanna stay at home cause u wanna save money for nxt wk , our birthday , and chiong maple . in the end ? u went out anw . today supposed go kbox in the end didnt go . who was the one who said he was going home ? it was only like 4plus ? in the end ? you went home at night . just to charge phone only and u went out again . if u think im unreasonable , for all i care , go ahead and think . sometimes i wonder , even though u said u love me , but do u really love me ? i dont even feel the care im supposed to be feeling . the way u talk to me and reply msges , it doesnt even seem like u're my boyfriend . it's like msges to friends or talking to friend .
ah fuck it ! im washing my hands off this matter alr . do what u deem fit . im tired of all this shit .
6:16 AM