Sunday, October 05, 2008
who's telling the truth ? who's not ? im confused . some tell me one story , the other tell me another . who am i supposed to trust ? hais . i miss him . why is this happening to me ? i dont wanna be sad anymore . i wanna seh . i wanna forget everything . i just wanna be happy . even for that short moment of time . i know he's not worth it . but i chose this path , i will go thru it myself . even if nobody will be there for me in the end , i dont mind . i chose this way . i know u wouldnt care because in your heart , u only have her . dont deny cause u cant lie to yourself . u yourself know the answer . there's no point in lying to me again . u told me u will slowly let her go . in the end ? hah . idk why am i writing about this again . i think im gonna go crazy soon . i wanna be like last time . but i know its impossible , really impossible ... hais .
everybody's living in world of lies and deception x/3
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