Monday, October 06, 2008
seh again ytd . dont know for fuck also . wanted to go his court but didnt . cause i thought of what she said . she said he doesnt want to see me there on his nxt court . if this will make him happier then so be it . even though i wanted to go but yeah i didnt . im very confused . everybody tells me to let go and move on . but its not that easy . idk why the fuck a 2wk relationship can make me feel this way . the feeling is like ... hais . the only time i really can not think about all these things is when i seh . im stupid . yeah i know . for a guy who's not even worth it , i go seh . waste money and harm my body only . lols . but besides doing this . idk what else can i do alr . i dont wanna continue this way anymore . can u tell me what to do ???? teach me how to forget . T.T this thing , my private o lvls nxt yr , the money that i need . )): how the fuck am i supposed to get the money if i spend money like this man . hais . fucked up . what am i supposed to do ? why is this happening to me ???
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