Tuesday, September 30, 2008
love sucks man .
why must i get all these sia ? i wanna know answers and explainations ! but i cant get any . why why why ? i just wanna know everything . even if its good or bad , i still wanna know . at least i'll know what to do then . now , im just hanging onto nothing but memories with him . alot of ppl ask me to forget about him and he's not worth it . telling me i can find better guys . but its just not that easy to let go . even though its only a short relationship , but he's the first guy i ever felt like this before . maybe patching with him made me fall even deeper . hais . what should i do ? what can i do other than waiting and waiting and waiting . waiting for the day that i can talk to him and know every single fucking thing . i dont even know when the day will come .
i've been dreaming about him almost everyday ; good things and even bad things . thinking about him almost everyday everywhere . can somebody save me from all these ? this is a torture sia . ):
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