Tuesday, May 13, 2008
met baby today .
waited for 50mins . =.=''' nvm . im not angry alr . :D then aft that go void deck talk talk smoke smoke awhile , baby go work alr . that waited for him 4hrs+ like that wif his bro . aft work baby bought sushiiiii . x) then went coffee shop sit sit . then things happen . shall not mention . anw , its settled alr . yahs then went baby hse nearby there . i vomited . zzz . i also dont know why . then then his friends bring kfc for us . hahas . but didnt feel like eating . hehs . ate 1 whipped potato . baby so cute lorh . keep kena force to eat . >.< then went some place slack . aft a while his friends went home alr . left me and him . then went to buy cigg .
his friend came back too . surprised urh . hahs . i sit there fold heart fold stars then sort of like never care baby like that dui bu qi . im going to say alot of srys from here on . even though baby doesnt like me to say sry . i cannot think of anything else to say except sry . ahhh . x.x then baby "slp" there on his chair . call him he dont want care also . then got abit dulan lurh . so sit at the side there keep smoke non stop . lols . then felt like vomiting AGAIN , went to the side the grass there . squat there . zzz . then baby walked off . i dont know go where , dont know what happen . so was sort of angry lurh . then cause his bro say he might be at the bus stop or the hse downstairs there . so went to have a look lorh . but he not there . i really thought baby went home and left me there sia . then think till pekchek go punch the pole and the wall . punch till got blood . stupid lurh . i know .
aft that baby came back his hse downstairs . his heart pain i think . i also not sure . sry baby for not showing you concern urh . really very very sry . at that time i only know i was angry at you for pangseh-ing me at the coffee shop . went playgrd sit sit then close my eyes . rested awhile then woke up . saw baby clenching his heart there then xin ruan . suddenly like not so angry liao . become more of worried . went beside him then he held my hand . omg lorh . i was kind of scared sth would happen to him lei . he look so in pain . then i couldnt do anything to help . ): then he cannot breath i also didnt know what to do . hais . im a useless gf . then aft that baby slp awhile suddenly sit up again then i thought he slping sia . then see him sit there never lie down . wanted let him lie on my leg . but he forced himself not to lie down . baby angry with me lorh . T.T then i tried to make him tell me why then my head bang the playgrd stairs . damn pain bodoh . btu baby like dont care like that . sad lorhhhh . then got stomachache also till very jialad . baby also like never care . super sadddddddddd .
i didnt know why he was angry , until his bro left .
baby , i dont like your bro . i love you only . you you you ! and no baby , youre not important . youre very important ! i do care about you . just that when i was walking that time , anger got over me . im really truely sry .
aft that baby send me go bus stop wait for bus go amk hub i take bus home . baby you sick and so tired somemore . i wont blame you for not sending me home . (: anw , at the bus stop that time , missed a bus . i stare at space for very long then suddenly ... T.T haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis . then baby like not so angry me alr , still hold my hand . but hold till the knuckle there . got blue black and blood . then pain . i bu xiao xin let him know . haiyahhhhhhh . then i say i fall down want . but obviously its not lurh . so i sort of lied to baby . baby sry lurh . i know you dont like ppl lie to you . but i dont want ltr you see liao , you know alr then angry with me marh . sry sry sry sry . baby dont angry alr can ? )):
i know you dont like me say sry . but really sry . when your heart was pain , i didnt care for you . instead , i let my anger took over the concern . im sry baby . this post alot of srys . all saying to you de . i dont want baby angry alr . D: i want baby happy happy de . baby , i want , i hope , i wish . ahhh . i just WANT us to last for a very very long time . even until we get married next time . maybe its abit too far . but , thats what i hope lurh . dont know if it will come true anot . wish that it will bah .
baby i love you . x33333333333333
anw , think you wont be reading this so soon . cause youre slping alr ! baby arh . sick must rest more kay . want me pei you go see doc marh ? baby take care leh . must get well fast fast okay ?! (:
baby dont angry alr urh ? you angry i sad lurh . you dont care me i even more sad . you push me away , im super duper sad . dont like that again ke yi ma ? D: got anything just tell me lurh . i wont fa pi qi at you for nth wan .
baby ily ily ily !!
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