Friday, May 02, 2008
happy 1mth bee . i love u . (:
but bee . can u treat me better ?
can u care more about me ?
i feel like u dont care lorh . hais .
maybe its not u dont care .
maybe is u dont know how to show it ?
i dont know . i dont feel good u know ?
i bet u dont bah .
i cant feel the care and concern u know ?
the way u talk to me . makes me wanna cry . hais .
everytime abit abit then kup my fone .
i dont know whats wrong also . did i do anything wrong ?
yes , i may seem strong in front of u .
but behind u ? do u know ?
no . do u know i feel hurt deep inside ? i dont think so .
im always laughing and playing in front of u .
i look happy in front of u , dont i ?
but bee , u dont know . u just dont .
u dont know , u dont understand , the hurt and pain that im feeling .
the feeling of confused , of wanting to cry . why ?
why are u treating me this way .
i dont know how am i gonna write the card later . ):
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