can you dont let me go ? not ever ?
boyfriend . whats happening ? why are you like so cold towards me ? did i do anything ? hais . why cant we be like last time eys ? waiting for your calls , waiting for you to tell me what time are we meeting . im human too . im a girl . just like any other normal girls . i maybe appear to be strong whatsoever , but deep inside , the hurt and pain im feeling . who will know ? who will understand ? i may not show my emotions out . but it doesnt mean that i dont have feelings you know ? i really want this relationship to last forever . you promised you will never break up with me . however these few days , the way that you treat me makes me feel that you no longer care about me . it makes me feel as if youre going to break with me soon . maybe im thinking too much , you might say . yes , thats possible . have you ever thought why am i thinking too much ? perhaps is because of the insecurity youre giving me ? im scared dear . im scared that you will leave me soon . am i not treating you good enough ? am i not good enough for you ? or is it something that i did ? i know , im being paranoid . but i have a reason to be ! not contacting me ? no reply of smses ? what does it mean ? gives me the idea that you wanna silent break with me you know ? ur call ytd never came . i waited and waited . in the end ? no calls , nothing from you . feel asleep ? perhaps . so who am i in your heart ? how important am i to you ? i have no idea . can YOU tell me ? no ? so im supposed to not care about how you treat me and act as if nothing happened ? is that possible ? you tell me ? you dont know ? i can tell you , no its not possible . why am i thinking so much u may think . why not ? i love you , thats why im thinking so much and so worried . i dont know whats happening . boyfriend , you promised we would go out on friday . why promise me if you cant do it ? i dont want empty promises alright ? i want promises that you can fulfill . can you do that ? i miss you a lot . do you know that ? do you miss me ? i dont know . i can only say i miss you a lot . and i love you a lot too .
5 more days ?