Friday, February 29, 2008
im waiting for his phone call . again ...
just now he say call me 9+ in the end 11+ then call . zzz . then his uncle ask him do dunno what . he say ltr call me again . 1hr plus alr , and still no phone call from him .
im sick of always waiting lurh .
im thinking . what if 1 day i really bth ?
will i quarrel with him ?
i dont wanna have quarrels . they suck . my darling bf ! can u let me see that u love me ? ):
4:26 PM
AHH !
not meeting bf again . wth . his stupid principal !@#$%
idioooooooot . walao . i miss him like shit lorh . supposed go find him then he say his sch principal wan see him cause he never go sch 2day . zzz . no need meet liao lurh .
sian diao !!!!
9:15 AM
Thursday, February 28, 2008
so sweet ! x3
i must be crazy , blogging so late at night .
so anw , i was bored & i found this pic on the internet . i think its so sweet lorh ! hahas . imagine u n ur bf liddat . soooooooo sweet right ?! hehs . love love ! x333
okay , i think i got over what i was thinking just now alr . im feeling better i guess . :D
i hate thinking bout stupid things lorh . makes me feel sad & alone . lols . and i hate being alone . i hate loneliness ! i dont wanna be alone .
oh oh did i mention ?
WONG JIAHUI IS LOVEEEEEEEEE ! :x
p.s. i miss my boyfriend every single day !
6:19 PM
bf called . was very happy at first .
but my mood changed . ):
hais .
why dont i feel the love from him ?
why ?
i should be feeling loved ,
shouldnt i ?
i chose to keep things inside ,
not bcoz i like to .
i just dont know how to say it out .
especially asking me to say that to him .
i cant do it .
yes i love him .
im sure of that .
i want to feel loved !
4:40 PM
felt so alone...
bf went to slp again i guess .
he said he was gonna call me when he reached home . its okay . hes tired . i understand .
but , haiis .
sometimes, i feel so alone .
its like ,
nobody's there for me .
why am i feeling this way ?
i also dont know .
i really want this relationship to last .
but , will it ?
what if 1 day he's gone ?
what if one day he leaves me ?
i cant feel the love frm him .
i cant feel that he loves me alot .
why ?? T.T
2:40 PM
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
wahaha !
msn finally work !
aft posting just now , i tried signing in again . n POOF ! i managed to sign in . FINALLY !! lols !
omg im missing my boyfriend ! ):
5:30 PM
FUCK MSN !
what the fuck larh .
wanted sign in msn then tell mi what error . knn . then aft that tried logging in thru msn web messenger . actually can de . them someone told me to restart com . restart come back hor , web messenger also cannot use alr . nb .
what the fuck is wrong with msn ?? _l_
fucking dulan !@#$%
5:05 PM
met bf at cityhall today . made him wait for 40mins . hehs .
now u know the feeling waiting for ppl . :x
kay lurh anw , sry for being so late . yah , so aft that met him liao then bus-ed to queenstown . dear pig lorh ! slp till miss stop . even though i slp also but not as pig as him lorh .
he slp till lie bhind my head lorh . x.x
then have to walk back to the market there . stupid dear ! lalas .
anw i miss him like shit lurh ! so long neva see him liao. hahas .
i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee my boyfriend ! x33
3:10 PM
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
that lonely road ...havent been updating . hehs .
dam fucked up . dont ask why .
have you ever waited for someone for a few hrs
& ended up not even meeting ?
i have . and it sucks .
why not tell me not meeting in the first place ,
instead of telling me so long ltr ?
at least i know right ?
you hate ppl who pangseh u .
so do i ? but only difference is ,
i dont show it out .
i keep everything inside .
i bet you wont know anything . :(
12:25 PM
Friday, February 22, 2008
happy bday tianyu :D
went clementi met bf n others . then aft that go jurong again ! =.= go play arcade AGAIN . then went to eat mac . then went home . hahs . too mrt home alone again . lols . but i dont blame bf . :)) not he dowan send , is he cannot . so its okay . hees . tml meeting bf again . whee ~ x.x
ahhhh ! stupid pig boyfriend ! go slp again . everytime on fone talk halfway then go slp de ! really pig siol . pig pig piggggggggggggggggggg !!! hahas . im bored ! nth to do sia !
4:37 PM
Thursday, February 21, 2008
met jackie at vivo then bf came . then he went work . jackie n i no where go then follow him there . hahas . x.x sibei funny lorh .
aft bf finish work . went other place slack . actually he dowan go de . sry dear ! make u go down oso . somemore u so tired liao . sry sry .
and anw dear . nvm wan . i noe u cannot always send mi home . i never blame u marh . :D i will still love u de . dun worry kays ? even though u always say bout girls . at least i noe u love mi de . and is i want go find u wan marh . its okay de . :) 我 爱你!
5:54 PM
havent seen him for 2 days alr . I MISS HIM !
bf is still slping again i think . n he told mi he 2day will b going to sch ! idiot ! x.x
dear pro lorh . ppl finish sch , now then he go sch . just to take oral only . =.= yays . 1 wk alr ! hehs .
i hate periods ! sooooo unfair ! why dont guys have periods too ? :x hahas . gonna rot at home again 2day . SIAN !!! only going out take back my skinnys then come back home again .
walaooooo ! i wanna go outtttttttttt !!
shd i go back to sch n apologise to that fucking principal ? but its not even my fault lurh . i didnt even do anything wrong and i have to apologise to her ? wth lorh . dm can control my time going home meh ? she's not even supposed to . its really not her business marh . then now i have to apologise to them and let them consider if they wanna take me back ? fuck ! i hate my sch . i hate the dm . i hate MOST teachers . i hate the fucking principal & the vp . irritating asses !
6:33 AM
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
super sian .
ahhh ! just now took my skinnys go alter .
finally eys ? lols . dear really PIG lorh ! slp till 5+ . then wake up a while .
go back slp again . =.= still thought what happen to him sia . scare mi . hahs . omg im so fucking bored !@#$% supposed go out . in the end stay at home whole day !
except going out to alter skinnys lurh .
10:54 AM
im bored ! D:
im always bored . rawr .
audition is boring and i got suspended from school for fucking stupid reason . im practically rotting everyday . =.= should i go back to school ?
i realised that even ppl whom you know for few years ,
still cant b trusted .
who knows ? one day they might just backstab you .
so called "sisters" ?
sisters who backstab ?
sisters who quarrel cause of a guy ?
sisters who spread untrue rumours ?
trusted the wrong person bah .
ahhhhhh ! who can and cannot be trusted ?
9:36 AM
Sunday, February 17, 2008
!#@$%
8:22 PM
Sunday, February 03, 2008
!#@$%
walan eh . owe ppl money dunno how auto return .
must drag drag drag so long .
that time ask you transfer to my stead acc you dont want . now tell me u transfer give him . zzz . what the fuck . i no money alr lorh . still need wait for you return money . knn . will dulan wan lorh !!!!
6:20 AM